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Silence of the Lames

Date
1/11/2010 09:23:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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To celebrate the new gig and semi-inspired by Matt Cutt's "giving up Twitter for 30 days", I've given up Facebook and Twitter for this week. That means zero status updates, zero tweets + direct messages, ignoring m' friends and followers and laying off the Zynga games. Catch me via IM, SMS or email til Saturday. I SHALL endure!

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Monthly dues

Date
1/04/2010 05:00:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Curiously, here's a list of my recurring monthly costs:

(does not include mortgage, HOA fees, food, property taxes, transportation, healthcare and other disposable income items)
  • Cable + Internet (Comcast or Astound): $68
  • Energy (PG&E): $35
  • Wireless (AT&T): $75
  • Movie rentals (Netflix): $12
  • Web hosting (Dreamhost): $10
  • Car registration - 2 cars (State of California): $14
  • Car Insurance - 2 cars (Farmers' Insurance): $80
  • Haircuts (Supercuts): $12
That's $306 per month.

How bout you?

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Keep on movin'

Date
12/28/2009 11:30:00 AM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Often, I will tell m' friends, "what defines a person ain't so much what one has gained, but rather what they let go." The majority of 'em disagree, and they're not wrong, but neither am I .... i think ;)

Throughout the earlier years of life, I held onto shit, regretting this or that to the point of it consuming me. It's good to capture and reflect on an event or experience, but one has to let go and move forward. Life isn't short-term. Don't let the little things control your life or bog you down. It's a journey, a 'Big Picture' journey .... it's big, like Godzilla.

That's why I've adopted this mantra, "Move forward, carry on." imparted to me by a good friend. I can't dwell on setbacks. I gotta keep pressin' on.

And that's what i mean when about letting go: just keep on rollin'.

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New year, new decade, new job

Date
12/26/2009 06:42:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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It's a new year and w/ it comes a new job at Trialpay!

After the last gig, I talked to a slew of companies, some that liked me, some that didn't, some that made me an offer, some that just didn't reply .... it's a courtship ritual to see whether a prospective employee will fit within the company scheme, somewhat how personnel differ between 4-3 and 3-4 defenses in football, or Steve Nash's run-and-gun offense differs from Yao Ming's slow motion half-court sets.

The next chapter of work needed a company that embraced their employees, and whose process is more methodological and less chaotic. As I grow older, I still enjoy programming / software dev, but I don't want to continue rapid cycles w/ frantic deadlines. Because developers implement new features while designing them against any future considerations (can this be reused or extended later?), fix old bugs (oops, it's a problem and it's in production), fix missing product defects (we've found out that the feature is cumbersome), hot-fixing on live servers (needs some TLC right now!), etc., it does takes a toll. Try doing that every two weeks. I hope I've found a fair middle ground in the new company: neither entirely big-company bureaucratic nor needing to wear out the worker bees.

Also factoring in the decision is the fact that stress management has always been m' achilles heel. I need to turn it down a notch and realize that It's not life or death. Though, it's easier said than done when there's sooo much pressure to ship. It doesn't mean slow, but slower—relative to prior projects ;)

The official start date is Jan. 11 and I'll have a nice two weeks off to collect m'self before I head back to the trenches. It's good to chill :)

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Favorite films of the past decade

Date
12/24/2009 01:14:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Mario's list of favorite movies of the decade inspired me to write up m' own—in no particular order. So, let's play!
  • Serenity
  • No Country For Old Men
  • The Dark Knight
  • There Will Be Blood
  • Kill Bill, vol. 1
  • Donnie Darko
  • Ocean's Eleven
  • American Psycho
  • Snatch
  • Sin City
  • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Talk to Her
  • The Lives of Others
  • Adaptation
  • Forgetting Sarah Marshall
  • Memento
  • Amores Perros
  • The Incredibles
  • Children of Men
  • Dancer in the Dark
  • Primer
  • Battle Royale

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Cheaters never win.

Date
12/14/2009 09:08:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Microsoft stealing ideas, design and actual source code? Yep.

- http://blog.plurk.com/2009/12/14/microsoft-rips-plurk/
Imitation may be the sincerest form of flattery, but blatant theft of code, design, and UI elements is just not cool, especially when the infringing party is the biggest software company in the world. Yes, we’re talking about Microsoft. Blerg.
Sick.

It reminds me of the copycat Q&A websites that sprouted after the release of Yahoo! Answers beta. There were a couple of others—mostly from foreign countries—but I didn't record 'em.

(Click for full view)

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2009: a year of some kind of i don't know

Date
12/06/2009 10:52:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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As in last winter's "year in review" entry, I wanna recap this year and how I'm looking forward to the next decade of the young millenium.

I believe it's been a stagnant year. That doesn't mean it wasn't productive. Sometimes the lack of events, the drama, is positive. It hasn't bore the fruit that I hoped:

Working at a start-up is draining, emotionally and physically. After 1.5 years at Raptr, I left in late November. It wasn't the easiest choice to leave m' comrades. I made lifelong friends and cutting ties still leaves bittersweet feelings. The Raptr Kids (as we call each other) shot hoops, ping-ponged, threw darts, drank beers, ultimate frisbee-d, video-gamed, brewed each other coffee and worked extremely hard together as a team. You can't get any better than that. So, why then? It was time. I did all I could and had nothing left in the tank. No real details to disclose, just time to move forward.

Personally, I'm still single and I've not grown a bit and haven't for a long while in this arena. I've steered a very independent life and always have since forever, so it's been hard to break old habits. I really need to change that. Time to move forward.

There are bright spots such as refinancing the mortgage to a 4.5% 15-year fixed loan. According to the numbers, I can (and want to) pay it off in 6-8 years. I really dislike debt. Really, really, really ....

Also, I visited Thailand to attend m' little brother's wedding. Congratulations to him and his bride :) And a few months before, I visited Chicago for m' annual Midwest tour to see m' roots. I reconnected w/ lot of old college friends, some of which I hadn't seen since .... well, college! I also had the pleasure of meeting the next generation of misfit cuties, born to m' lovin' friends =)

So what's next?
  • Right now, I'm unemployed and interviewing. I won't be disappointed if I don't get any of 'em; whatever happens will and I will be employed somewhere. I hope ;)
  • In m' love life, I need to break out of m' comfort zone and start dating again. I gotta figure out if someone can stand m' eccentricities and love me. And, if I can snatch m' fair maiden, I'd like to start a family. That'd be swell.
  • Read more.
  • Exercise more.
  • Listen and be more cognizant of others.
  • Let things go and don't take things too personally (one of m' weaknesses).
So, onwards to 2010 ....

Move forward, carry on ....

BRING IT!

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The kids are alright

Date
10/17/2009 06:05:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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m' friend's six year old is learning about email and the interwebs .... this letter is so sweet. whenever it ain't m' day (which is very often), i open and read it .... like taking a deep breath and exhaling .... things ain't so bad anymore ....

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Searching for meaning.

Date
9/20/2009 09:04:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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"I don't believe people are looking for the meaning of life as much as they are looking for the experience of being alive."

— Joseph Campbell

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songsincode

Date
8/21/2009 10:10:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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i contributed bits to the Twitter #songsincode trending topic. Check 'em out:
with (feet) {
  this.inAir()
}
with (head) {
  this.onGround();
}
try {
  this.trick.spinIt();
}
head.collapse();
if (it === "") {
  self.ask = function() {
    self.mind.find();
  }
}

all.onload = function() {
  foreach(hands as hand) {
    hand.onGrab = function(e) {
      var t=e.target;
      t.setAttribute(t.children('all'));
    }
  }
}

with (you || !you) {
  ....
}

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We just are.

Date
3/29/2009 08:20:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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"I've met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, "Why?" Why did I cause so much pain? Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness? Can't I see how we're all manifestations of love? I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong. We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens. And God says, "No, that's not right." Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything."
—Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

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was Kovacs, now Rorschach

Date
2/22/2009 07:50:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Rorschach:
"Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long. No meaning save what we choose to impose.

This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children. Not fate that butchers them or destiny that feeds them to the dogs. It’s us. Only us.

Streets stank of fire. The void breathed hard on my heart, turning its illusions to ice, shattering them. Was reborn then, free to scrawl own design on this morally blank world."
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Quality, not quantity

Date
2/10/2009 12:17:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Caterina has a nice blog post on singletasking and work.

I am a big proponent of this philosophy. When you try to do everything, you accomplish 80% of you goals, because there is a finite amount of time and the ability to focus. Whether you're in a fast-paced startup or wading through the big-company project of fail, it's easy to lose focus on delivering something concisely awesome and over-deliver and overwhelm w/ lots of half-assed, hacked-up crap.



Scatterbrain process leads to scatterbrain products. It does a lot of a little for someone .... maybe.

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Smokin' secession

Date
1/02/2009 12:31:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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A Raptr co-worker and I are beginning our "Biggest Loser Smoker" challenge next Monday.

Here's how the competition goes:
  • There's a central pot o' gold.
  • Everyone starts contributing to the pot on day one, starting at $7, decrementing each day. At the end of 7 days, contributions are nil.
  • If a participant falls off the wagon, he pays $5 to the pot and resets to the $7 contribution, decrementing $1 each day as before.
  • Winner takes all at the end (whenever that may be)
Bring it!

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Looking back, resolutions and all that malarcky

Date
12/31/2008 06:12:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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2008 has been a darlin' year. As I continue the journey to middle age, the number of look-back regrets has dropped to zero. That's a good thing, as it's a personal barometer of success—less failures.

The best time is the eight weeks time-off in the early spring. I flew to Chicago for a week, relying on m' legs, friends' generosity and public transportation, including the train and BART to and from the airport. Kind of a hassle, yet really fun. I'm planning to do the same in spring 2009, after all that snow melts.

In the same period, I exercised daily—shooting hoops and swimming—and letting go a little of the Silicon Valley Developer Bee madness; it's a bipolar thing: I love the excitement of new technologies, but I hate it for consuming / absorbing a lot of everything else.

This year, I completed six months of independent consulting (actually four: see aforementioned time-off above), before joining Raptr in July. Contracting was fun, but not my cup of tea. The jobs are transient and the benefits are lacking—almost ten whole months w/o health insurance, can you believe it?

Another '08 mark of success has to be m' relationship w/ mom. We didn't fight as much nor did we engage in an epic battle. It has taken five years of progressive patience and understanding and it's a whole better =)

This year also marked a big milestone in m' arch-nemesis, the Big Bad Mortgage Monster, as I've broken the $300k barrier (owing less than that). Since winter 2004, I've cut ~23% of mortgage debt. Yes, I vehemently hate owing money and paying interest.

So let's press onwards towards 2009! Resolutions begin!
  • Quit smoking. Like many years before, it hasn't gone well
  • Get me a woman. Right now, if it happens, it will.
  • Exercise more and not just on the weekends. Growing old means one's health needs a bit more TLC.
  • Lower the mortgage loan by $25k
  • Cut down on fast food indulgences to twice a month. Man, I love buffalo wings, french fries and Popeye's fried chicken.
So there, there's enough for a year-long party for yours truly.

Also, I'm gonna hit Comic-Con in San Diego and thinking about taking a legitimate vacation to a resort w/ white sandy beaches and pina coladas .... these are worth mentioning but not within the context of a resolution list =)

So, cheers to a new year, to our new President Barack Obama and to mankind for not (yet) bringing the apocalypse! 2009: bring it on!

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A Peek into Raptr

Date
12/17/2008 10:45:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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A couple of Raptr-lings cobbled these videos together ....

Welcome to the Raptr Office

Raptr: Timeline (2008) from yahooza on Vimeo.



The Raptr Now and Then Slideshow

Raptr: The Office (2008) from yahooza on Vimeo.



silly raptr, tricks are for kids! errr, yeah.

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Y! Answerspedia?

Date
12/17/2008 10:48:00 AM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Yesterday, Techcrunch posted an article on a defunct Y! Social Search product, Answerspedia. Slated as a spin-off to Answers (Angel to Buffy), It provided a repository for extraordinary answers from the parent property. Though, an interesting concept project, it closed down a few months after the first prototype. I had personal doubts of its success, but you never know ....

The TC news team appropriately asked a question on Y! Answers: What was Answerpedia and why did it never launch?. I answered politely and am now mentioned in the article as an update =) yay!

I reckon, it's as close as I'll get to being on Techcrunch. Whew! =P

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Behind the political curtain

Date
11/05/2008 11:39:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://www.newsweek.com/id/167581

Newsweek has a nice one on the "little things" that happened during the recent Presidential run. There will be more juicy bits disclosed in future Newsweek publications ....

A few interesting ones:
The Obama campaign was provided with reports from the Secret Service showing a sharp and very disturbing increase in threats to Obama in September and early October, at the same time that the crowds at Palin rallies became more frenzied. Michelle Obama was shaken by the vituperative crowds and the hot rhetoric from the GOP candidates. "Why would they try to make people hate us?" Michelle Obama said to a top campaign aide.

On the night she officially lost the Democratic nomination, Hillary Clinton enjoyed a long and friendly phone conversation with McCain. Clinton was actually on better terms with McCain than she was with Obama. Clinton and McCain had downed shots together on Senate junkets; they regarded each other as grizzled veterans of the political wars and shared a certain disdain for Obama as flashy and callow.

Obama was never inclined to choose Sen. Hillary Clinton as his running mate, not so much because she had been his sometime bitter rival on the campaign trail, but because of her husband. Still, as Hillary's name came up in veep discussions, and Obama's advisers gave all the reasons why she should be kept off the ticket, Obama would stop and ask, "Are we sure?" He needed to be convinced one more time that the Clintons would do more harm than good. McCain, on the other hand, was relieved to face Biden as the veep choice, and not Hillary Clinton, whom the McCain camp had truly feared.

The debates unnerved both candidates. When he was preparing for the Democratic primary debates, Obama was recorded saying, "I don't consider this to be a good format for me, which makes me more cautious. I often find myself trapped by the questions and thinking to myself, 'You know, this is a stupid question, but let me ... answer it.' So when Brian Williams is asking me about what's a personal thing that you've done [that's green], and I say, you know, 'Well, I planted a bunch of trees.' And he says, 'I'm talking about personal.' What I'm thinking in my head is, 'Well, the truth is, Brian, we can't solve global warming because I f---ing changed light bulbs in my house. It's because of something collective'."

One aide estimated that she [Gov. Sarah Palin] spent "tens of thousands" more than the reported $150,000, and that $20,000 to $40,000 went to buy clothes for her husband. Some articles of clothing have apparently been lost. An angry aide characterized the shopping spree as "Wasilla hillbillies looting Neiman Marcus from coast to coast," and said the truth will eventually come out when the Republican Party audits its books.

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Congratulations President-elect Barack Obama

Date
11/04/2008 10:11:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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some people have "it" and he's got it.

i've met and befriended plenty of characters in m' life (as witness by m' 500+ friends on Facebook) and i can only recall a handful of friends who have touched m' life and shaped my being. among them, only a single person has that exceptional quality, the unequivocal balance of brilliance and humility, a blend of toughness and harmony, a person that seems to occlude the darkness and ease any anxiety .... i miss that friend.

not many people have "it", but the next President of the United States does.

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Vote.

Date
11/03/2008 09:33:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Tomorrow, you should vote. Vote, vote, vote if you haven't yet. If you are at the polls and are still undecided, then, golly geez whiz, stick that pencil up your caboose and squeeze really hard just like if you were constipated. you might experience an epiphany.

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Raptr!

Date
9/04/2008 01:11:00 AM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Raptr.com. It's alive!

Oh boy. it's finally living and breathing, hatched from countless hours of heads-down hacking and numerous weekends. It now stands tall and proud, roaring w/ excitement! Woo hoo!

Take it for a spin and leave feedback. Let us know how it does or doesn't work for you. And take a peek at the Raptr minions that produced this Frankenstein beast.

Check out the Raptr Card on my dashboard page. YOU can get one too!

I'm looking forward to building cool, new features and rocking the world. Let the games begin! (no pun intended)

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A moment to breathe

Date
8/12/2008 05:42:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Subversion, our code repository, is currently down, giving yours truly a chance to write some. It's been pretty hectic (in a wonderfully fun kinda way) at Raptr. Lots of work which will soon reveal itself shortly ....

I've wanted to write about the Dark Knight since seeing the stunning film weeks back. I'm a thinker of the 'grey', the cross-section of polarizing entities, that which provokes critical thought, rebuttle and careful listening. It's very easy to embrace the black and white, accepting the firm beliefs of those who stand by "I am such, like my colleagues" rather than putting a conscious effort to understand the debate.

That's where the film made me ponder the hero and villain dynamic: Batman, the vigilante creature who decides to tap the cell phones of all of Gotham (see Bush and his Patriot Act policy) for the greater good or the Joker, the master of chaos who tempts the city's citizens w/ ethical dillemmas, provoking thought and questioning themselves. I loved the Joker, not only for Nolan's portrayal of the infamous villain but because of who is: the anarchist who wished to break the status quo, to question self-being and not just being the arch-criminal, robbing banks, holding politicians hostage and painfully balancing the hero / villain levers. If I had to become a super-villain, I'd model m'self against Nolan's Joker =)

In the end, the Batman understands that Gotham City needed its polar forces and becomes the villain to uphold the upstanding and heroic legacy of the fallen Harvey Dent. It's sad that 2.5 hours of conflict and city upheaval lead back to the same black and white portrait: always a "good", offset by the "bad".

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Dr. Horribly good

Date
7/28/2008 11:17:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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- http://www.hulu.com/watch/28343/dr-horribles-sing-along-blog

Dr. Horrible's Sing-along blog is now playing for free on Hulu. If you haven't seen it, ya gotta.

Joss Whedon and his Mutant Enemy friends used the free interwebs to distribute their wonderful work of art via Twitter, Myspace, Vimeo, Facebook, iTunes, Hulu, etc. Now, that's the power of the world wide web: enabling the little guy w/ the right tools to create and share, sans the big-bad money-hungry corps. And it's a lot better than the majority of crap from Hollywood studios.

So go watch it!

Favorite lines:
This is so nice
I just might sleep with the same girl twice
They say it’s better the second time
They say you get to do the weird stuff (we do the weird stuff)

Yes Captain Hammer's here
Hair Blowing in the Breeze
The day needs my saving expertise

Everyone’s a hero in their own way
Everyone can blaze a hero's trail
Don't worry if it's hard,
if you're not a friggin 'tard you will prevail

This is his dry cleaning bill
Four sweater vests

The hammer is my penis

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the Rapture

Date
7/17/2008 11:12:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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no, not the forthcoming Rapture, but rather m' new gig, Raptr, a social networking, video games package of some sorts. Hell, I don't know how to fully explain it, but I sure know what we're building!

So yeah, it's m' first full-time gig in over eight (8) damn months! It's been awhile and I've been waiting patiently for the right "cause", picking up contract gigs in the meantime.

Why Raptr? Cause I believe the company can succeed and succeed tremendously. I haven't been as excited since starting Yahoo! Answers. I've this sixth sense of 'win' for Raptr.

There're plenty of start-ups in Silicon Valley, but many of 'em will crash and burn, some will succeed, only to peak and stagnate and very few will break that ceiling. (And, of course, there's Twitter which has captured the hearts of the web 2.0 nation and still has no business model. They are in their own category of 'yay')

Good things will happen. It's a gut thing. I just hope I'm not jinxing m'self and the company =) *knocks on wood*

Cheers to lots of long nights and dreams of success.

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Depression as a symptom and not a disease

Date
7/09/2008 02:29:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://www.boston.com/bostonglobe/ideas/articles/2008/07/06/head_fake/

I think the article is a must-read for everyone. It details another theory / explanation as to how anti-depressants perform against the human body:
The effectiveness of Prozac, these scientists say, has little to do with the amount of serotonin in the brain. Rather, the drug works because it helps heal our neurons, allowing them to grow and thrive again.
So, it's not that the happy pills help release happy chemicals, but rather the happy pills assist to regenerate parts of your brain that have been abused by constant worry, anxiety and stress. Unforgiving boss, foreclosures, nagging wife, being too fat, having to little money, new kids in family: it all adds up.

It's no wonder that all the aforementioned symptoms are treated w/ same drugs. A pharmacist friend o' mine told me once that big pharma corps sell the exact same chemical as two different products, one for PMS and the other for smoking cessation.

M' grandmother, an old lady of over ninety years suffered from some mental disorder (I never heard exact diagnosys); quite the experience for m' relatives who care for her. The doctor prescribed Zoloft, an anti-depressant and shortly she regained focus and mental strength. Happy pills do more than make you happy, as the commercials would like you to believe.

What lead them to this conclusion, that happy drugs are more than Ecstacy lite?
One of the first cracks in the chemical hypothesis of depression came from a phenomenon known as the "Prozac lag." Antidepressants increase the amount of serotonin in the brain within hours, but the beneficial effects are not usually felt for weeks.
The lag period is your brain, your body healing itself.
In this sense, Prozac is simply a bottled version of other activities that have a similar effect, such as physical exercise. They aren't happy pills, but healing pills.
So constant physical exercise does the same for your body as Prozac and the other anti-depressants?

Interesting discoveries though I reckon the marketing for legal, instant happy drugs won't stop.

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Forthcoming media Linux server

Date
7/08/2008 01:50:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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I've had it with Vista and I'm migrating m' power poo-poo server to Mythbuntu. My only wish is that I could refund m' Windoze (Hasta la) Vista license. A waste of a benjamin. You really, really suck, Mr. Microsoft.

The box is pieced from new parts (proc, mobo, memory) and bits from m' old Infrant ReadyNAS and an older Windoze 2000 junker. Here are specs cause I think it's cool:
  • Antec P182 Gunmetal ATX case
  • Antec Earthwatts EA380 380W ATX12V v2.0 Power Supply
  • AMD Athlon 64 X2 4800+ Brisbane 2.5GHz Socket AM2 Dual-core
  • ASUS M2A-VM AM2 AMD 690G Micro ATX AMD Motherboard
  • 2 * 80 gig IDE drives
  • 4 * 250 gig SATA II Hard drives
  • 4 * 2 gig RAM G.SKILL DDR2 SDRAM DDR2 800 (PC2 6400)
  • Hauppauge WinTV-PVR 150 PCI Tuner Card

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Funny Buffy quotes

Date
7/06/2008 11:15:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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Whenever I feel the blues, I reach for a little Buffy. Enjoy some of these good one-liners from quotegeek.com:

http://quotegeek.com/index.php?action=viewcategory&categoryid=621

"Okay, so you're a werewolf. No problem. But hey, three days out of the month, I'm not much fun either." —Willow

"I was just thinking about the life of a pumpkin. Grow up in the sun, happily entwined with others, and then someone comes along, cuts you open, and rips your guts out." —Buffy

"We saved the world, I say we party." —Buffy

"This is the crack team that foils my every plan? I am deeply shamed." —Spike

"I didn't jump to conclusions. I took a small step, and conclusions there were." —Buffy

"You! All of you. Why couldn't you be dealing drugs like normal people?" —Principal Snyder

"Oh, no...I have to go take an English make-up exam. They give you credit just for speaking it, right?" —Buffy

"I have two words that are going to make all your troubles go away: Miniature. Golf." —Mayor Wilkins

"I like people. They're like Happy Meals with legs." —Spike

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Look at me on the interwebs.

Date
6/29/2008 10:42:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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How much can one infer from an online profile? Dunno, but Gumption has a good-read about interweb personas.
Again, I don't mean to equate Facebook with [online] dating, but I do think there are strong similarities. Perhaps the key differentiator, here, is that getting someone is not the same as getting along with someone.
Empty those mindless hot-or-not debates and think hard about any Facebook profile. Can you extrapolate a person from their favorite movies, fave books, friends, installed applications, photos, etc.? And is this representation fair and should one be worried? Is Facebook face value? Probably not. And what about lifestreaming services such as Friendfeed, Dipity or Mybloglog?

For m'self, I don't mind the intrusion. Never had a stalker (that I know of) and those who know yers truly, especially close friends, will vouch for m' sanity and righteousness. Hee hee. Frankly, I feel those that pass judgement w/o knowing and accepting the real deal .... well, they really don't matter in the grand scheme of living.

Knock on wood that nothing trapped within the petabyte crevices of search indices, I won't get m' ass handed to me for some silly tweet or Flickr comment o' mine =)

I posted a pic on Facestat.com, a community-based why-don't-you-tell-me-something-about-me-by-this-here-damn-photo website. So far, the results are more humorous than fair: I am an Asian male, btwn 25-29, looks like every other Asian celebrity (Chow Yun-Fat, Jackie Chan), married or dating, somewhat smart, average in weight and most likely listens to Rap music. Yep, not really accurate; however, fun nonetheless.

I do wonder what the 'yahooza' brand means / symbolizes to netizen "consumers" .... good? bad? ugly?

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Seventy-one years young.

Date
6/22/2008 11:16:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080623/ap_on_re_us/obit_george_carlin

RIP man.

M' favorite quote from thee:
"The very existence of flamethrowers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, 'You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done.'"

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Buh-by!e Yahoo!

Date
6/20/2008 01:48:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://images.businessweek.com/ss/08/06/0619_yahoo/index_01.ht....

Where's MY mugshot and good-bye story?!?!

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Last one out, turn off the lights.

Date
6/19/2008 10:34:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://www.techcrunch.com/2008/06/19/it-gets-worse-for-yahoo-delicious-founder-leaving/

See! What did I tell ya? Joshua has cut the cord ....

Heh heh. Nah, I had no clue.

Yahoo! should have spun off del.icio.us, Flickr, Jumpcut and upcoming into Y! Labs or Y! Social Media or something. Give em the freedom, lots of resources, etc. At least they could have said, "hey it wasn't us who fucked it up."

another *sigh*

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More than bleeding purple

Date
6/18/2008 09:37:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://valleywag.com/5017424/stewart-butterfields-bizarre-resign....

Click it, read it. It's Stewart Butterfield's—Flickr co-founder—good-bye resignation note. Simply unreal and hilarious. I wish I had the cajones.

It's an appropriate metaphor for Y!'s 2005 ascent to its current cluster-mumbo-jumbo. It's rather sad because in early '05, Y! began to hire big guns, major frackin' talent. Flickr had just been gobbled up. Soon, upcoming.org del.icio.us and Jumpcut joined the ranks, and with 'em, some extraordinary peeps. Internally, the Y!UI library, YDN network sprouted wings both as critical platforms for Y! properties and external entities in the wide open web. Yahoo! Answers busted its nut in late '05 too, growing to 20 million unique users in 6 months and over a dozen languages. Hack day, Y! Teachers and Y! Photos shone brightly. Man, those were good times. We were all doing some good companywide.

But .... 2007 reared its ugly head and somewhere, somehow the egos and bureaucracy ate into that spirit. Panama's flop and a deteriorating stock price didn't help.

Y!'s bookmarking services is a prime example of "does anyone have a clue?" There's del.icio.us, Bookmarks, and MyWeb, all of which do similar things, but no one has a clue how to offer a complete service. And some of these were supposed to help Search results in the losing battle against the Big G!. Again, never happened. Most of the resources were allocated towards dinky and trivial features, including color changes / reskinnings—except for the del.icio.us Firefox and IE extensions which rose to awesomeness. Overall, if there's one product that persevered the hogwash, Flickr did it best. Best example? Its well-thought out approach to video; otherwise corporate would have probably demanded Youtube on Flickr. Ha!

It's really sad to see the top dawgs go, beginning early this year: Bradley, Ian, Zawodny, Leonard, Caterina, Stewart and many others. (Yes, I'm name-dropping) They're not just any ol' rank-n-files. They were the ones that made you work hard and feel proud at Yahoo!.

*sigh* Too bad.

At least, Joshua still bleeds purple ;) But for how much longer?

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Firefoxy 3 - hot damn!

Date
6/17/2008 10:33:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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Today, Mozilla released Firefox III, celebrating a rebirth of its browser. I mention "rebirth" because the innards have been drastically improved and performance—faster rendering and better memory management—has propelled it back to being 'teh awesome.' I thought Safari made great leaps, because Firefox part dos slugged web pages crashed far too often, but not anymore.

I reckon y'all should join the party, especially if you're stuck w/ that Microsoft Internet Explorer piece of crap. Seriously, it works and works well. Stable as tombstone.

Download Firefox 3 now!

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Tag visualization

Date
6/14/2008 05:18:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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wordle.net has a super dope tag visualization tool. Here are m' Flickr and del.icio.us tags all dolled up:


Click the pics to see 'em more clearly.

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Finding good things.

Date
6/11/2008 11:57:00 PM [permalink]
Author
yahooza
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I hadn't heard of The Air I Breathe, an emotional, artsy-farsy indie starring the likes of Andy Garcia, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Forest Whitaker, Brendan Fraser and Kevin Bacon (cameos from John Cho and Kelly Hu), written and directed by Jieho Lee.
A drama based on an ancient Chinese proverb that breaks life down into four emotional cornerstones: happiness, pleasure, sorrow and love. A businessman bets his life on a horse race; a gangster sees the future; a pop star (Gellar) falls prey to a crime boss; a doctor must save the love of his life.
I really enjoyed the slow-paced Haggis-esque narrative, delving into four separate, yet interconnected, story arcs. It is intense—even for me—as emotions hit their peaks and ugly dips; however, for me, there was something missing. A lesson or a message in redemption or salvation, that I felt was ignored, especially from this genre film. Nonetheless, it's worth the rental.

I've also been into 100 Bullets, a comic series about the opportunity for retribution. What if you were offered the chance to seek justice, one hundred untraceable slugs—absolute, no-frills vindication— and the path to achieve it? The stories center around the right and wrong, challenging the reader's moral compass, painting life and the world as much grayer than the absolutes that human beings cling by.

The art is very dark and gritty, similar to Frank Miller's Sin City. The narrative, of course, follows suit: lots of four-letter words and violence. That's always a thumbs-up for me ;)

So two good bits to discover, The Air I Breathe and 100 Bullets. Do it, do it =)

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Brightkite

Date
6/08/2008 11:32:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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I know I'm late to the game, but if you haven't, Brightkite is worth the trial run. I'm here. The best parts are the Twitter and Fireeagle integration. The former displays m' location on m' Twitter page, while the latter updates m' Fireeagle account and provides the easiest way, by far, to update m' location. Go open APIs and the open web!

Note, you need a beta invite, otherwise you ain't cool enough to play.

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I want m' MTV

Date
6/01/2008 10:23:00 PM [permalink]
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I just halfheartedly watched MTV's annual movie awards. Man, MTV is the ultimate advertising platform. Hot damn, they own the fun, hip and cool similarly to how Apple has marketed its iPod and Target has extended its partnership w/ its suppliers through its bullseye. Take heed Microsoft, your Zune marketing lacks this appeal and that is part of why its music player is ultimately FAIL!

I used to rag on MTV and how it has productized music, transforming half-beat musicians into mega-rock, sexy entertainers, packaged w/ a bow and spam marketed to the masses. Like replacing sugar w/ a high fructose corn syrup. Sorta. I loved pointing m' judgmental finger at profit margins and corrupting America's youth.

Now, I'm sorta appreciating how much fun the program really is. Celebrities, happy-go-luck pop music and musical performances, all bundled into a 2-hour long fiesta of fun and laughs. Those happy beats had me boppin' m' head. Maybe it's time I put away the angry punk and melancholy tunes and listen to some happy beats =)

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Normal

Date
5/28/2008 10:09:00 PM [permalink]
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Just one of 'em days, I reckon.

"To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful." —Carl Jung

"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal." —Albert Camus

"Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it." —Ellen Degeneres

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Growing woes

Date
5/21/2008 10:57:00 PM [permalink]
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yahooza
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http://blog.twitter.com/2008/05/i-have-this-graph....

i made the comment today that it's becoming routine that Twitter kicks the can. It would be news, if the site didn't hiccup for a week or two straight.

On the other hand, I appreciate the diligence of the Twitter engineers for providing a fantastic and free service to the masses.

It reminds me of Yahoo! Answers' first slam dunk that brought the house down. Marketing had either spammed the wild world of Y! about or front-page-linked to the first Answers celebrity promotion featuring Donald Trump.

It came out of the blue. Everything flatlined. 4 front-end boxes just said, "fuck it, you don't pay me enough." The quick-and-dirty patch had been to statically link the Don's question to a static file—only the first 30 answers are displayed in the initial view (pagination for extended views). Later on, less short-term solutions involved caching view fragments and dropping extra-hardware bombs.

If you could qualify anything about Web 2.0, it's that webapps have evolved since the dotcom days. It's not just another shopping cart site, and that reading, storing and continuously updating relational data (and not necessarily using a RDBMS) is a 24/7 job and an architectural challenge.

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Thinking of me

Date
5/13/2008 10:19:00 PM [permalink]
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Citibank sent yours truly a warm-and-fuzzy email:
Dear "consumer",

I want you to be among the first to know about the bold steps we are taking at Citi to be the premier, global, fully integrated financial services firm.

Our objective is to create for our customers an experience in which services are seamless, payments and transfers effortless, and distances meaningless. My commitment - and the commitment of everyone at Citi - is to work tirelessly around the world and around the clock to deliver outstanding value and service as we continue to earn your trust.

We are proud of our enduring strength as a global financial institution, striving to successfully meet the needs of clients like you in more than 100 countries. As always, we look forward to continuing to serve you - wherever you are and wherever you need to be.

Sincerely,

Vikram Pandit
CEO, Citi
Reminds me of the Yahoo! companywide All-hands meetings: feel-good, buzzwordy messages from the top.

I truly feel fuckin' special.

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