Once again, let's re-examine my baffling personal life. It always seems to be a "problem" that everyone needs to "fix."
No, I'm not damaged goods. I am eccentric, borderline weird, but I am at peace w/ myself. I know what I can do and where I fail and it doesn't bother me.
I haven't dated for years. I've focussed on bettering myself and taking care of my family and friends. I've always been like so, since college. I've been independent all my life and it's hard to break old patterns. Much like girls w/ low esteem (am generalizing) tend to jump from guy to guy, short-term or long-term, I can't change what seems natural.
I am comfortable. Currently, life isn't thrilling but extremely fascinating. I take care of me and mine and count my blessings.
From Michael Mann's Heat, the lead protagonist explains it best: "I am alone, but I am not lonely."
Stop trying to set me up, people! =)Labels: life, philosophy, romance